cold saturday

So, finally I thought I'd join blogger so I can write about my daily-goings-on and "feelings" and all the other stuff the people of Tumblr would unfollow for (not that I don't love Tumblr! ~I do, i do!) I feel kind of empty right now... like i'm only being held down by a tiny thread, this kind of feeling can lead me  to do and say the most ridiculous and stupid things... like sometimes... we hurt other people because we hope to feel it. The more you say sorry, the less it means...  I'm stuck.